One Day I Won’t Be Tired

One day I’ll wake up.
In a time when I figure out
the perfect blend of drugs,
the perfect ritual,
the perfect layout
of blankets, softness,
pose, pillows,
position of stars
I’ll wake up when I mean to
and not fall back
asleep,
and the rest of the day
will be open
without trace or need
for a nap
for caffiene
for an energy infusion,
and I’ll finally
live again.